rasa yang entah bagaimana

hai korang. still lagi korang walaupun aku tahu tiada manusia yang baca tulisan ini.
hanya menyibuk di laman labah-labah. kan?
haha. title pelik kan? memang. actually aku transfered sekolah 

NAIM LILBANAT KE KUALA ABANG

everybody asked me "why are you came here?" so i just answered them with a smile. 

being in that school for one week making me want to go back to my old school. NAIM LILBANAT. apa yang ada di naim tiada di KAKA. memang la sekolah baru benda baru. NL takde boys. only girls okay. then NL is a high performance school. the school and the hostel is like five or four star.cehh puji melebih la pulak. 

tapi betul. selama ni aku tidak nampak benda tu. dan aku nak kawan-kawan aku yang masih stay in NL jangan tukar sekolah. duduk je situ sampai habis. senang. jadi manusia tu biar bersyukur. stop la complaining. sekolah lain masih banyak kekurangan . okay.

nak share pengalaman. hari first okay. then bangun pagi tu takde bekalan air.  Ya Allah! hmm macam tu la. maybe ni bulan puasa so sebab tu kut takde air. that is my first thought. but when i'm in class i asked my new friends. and they said 

"memang macam tu pun kat sini."

"takde air is not a big deal!"

could you guys imagine. punya la awesome statement dia. haha tapi aku redho untuk tu kali pertama. ingatkan hari tu je. but no. almost one week. so aku tak tahan. call mom.

tut tut "heloo?"

"bu,angah ni" dengan suara yang menandakan sky juice nak tumpah.

"hmm bakpe?

"air tadok. nok balik rase. nok g naim mula boleh?"

mata dah bocor youuuu

"hahahaha oyak doh."

"pah boleh dok?"

"hmm nanti nok tanya aboh"

"okay.terima kasih."

aku letak ganggang phone dan menarik nafas lega yang selega-leganya.

'alhamdulillah'

hati ini tak terlepas dari perkataan tu. serious happy. lepas tu aku senyum tak habis. 

hehe gitula muka aku. kot la. terasa bahagia. then balik. ibu kata boleh tukar naim. hiihii.

kawan-kawan pun call. txt. nak conferm. so aku cakap la tak tahu lagi sebab dah mula jatuh hati dengan KAKA. hehe. aku respect diaorang sebab rajin bertanya rajin study rajin semua lah. 

sekolah aku dulu pun takde la macam tu. kalau tak faham baik beajar sendiri je. sekolah ni lain. budak-budak sentiasa membedil cikgu dengan soalan. so kalau korang mesti nak kan sekolah yang gitu. but unfortunately, i want to go back to Naim. tapi aku nak buat istikoroh dulu. coz only HIM know the best for us right? 

so sekarang aku sekali lagi dalam dua. nak pindah ke tak?

kalau pindah banyak masalah ku rasa. datang ibu hantar. balik naik bas. minggu balik tumpang rumah kawan. kawan aku nak ke bagi tumpang? entah. mungkin masing-masing sibuk dengan hal sendiri. mungkin jugak diaorang tak selesa. aku on je. tapi malu la nak tumpang rumah diorang tiap-tiap minggu. kiranya,aku balik rumah sekali sebulan. tapi,tu tak kesah lah sebab dah terbiasa.haihh. nasib kau lah qila. decision is in you hand. abah ibu ikut je asal kau selesa.

fikir fikir fikir. ahhh! some of my friends think i should just stay. some of them just agreed with my decision to transfer back. Ya Allah au buntu ni. macam mana ni. last last maybe duk KAKA je kut. lagi pun okay je study. cuma hostel. kalau fikir balik pasal hostel... malas la nak pergi sekolah tu. ye la masing2 ada kelemahan dan kelebihan masing2 kan. 

so macam tu lah apa yang aku rasa. actually aku mengabang je banyak. hoho lek la qila macam la ada orang nak baca bolg kau yang buruk ni. ok la bye.

  

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah semuanya selesai....Assalamualaikum dan salam satu Malaysia. diharap para pembaca blog yang tak seberapa ini dapat meneruskan apa yang anda buat okey? hehe. 

pada 6 Julai 2013 saya dan family hantar my sis ke KMKN Kedah. it's quite far away from here.Kelantan. tapi semangat punya pasal berjaya laa sampai dengan selamat Alhamdulillah.sepanjang journey aku tidur je. haha tapi ada jugak la time time bukak mata. jalan yangdilalui bengkang bengkok macam aiskrim McFlurry pon ada jugak. stop by atas puncak Titiwangsa. tinggi siot. tapi tula pengalaman kan? 

malam tu saya luangkan masa bersama my sis sebanyak yang mungkin sebab esok dah bye bye.and today is the date. 7 Julai 2013 . sorta sad. that's life. farewell along. good luck be strong. you said a doctor wannabe right. may Allah bless you and always besides you. never leave solat. it is the most important thing in life. 

ok la sleep wannabe pulak. success need sacrifie haha. next victim is ME. 
bye.

one in two

just now i have posted . but right know i want to share two more thing.
i think this time would be in Malay.the first thing is my eldest sister going to
college. SAD. yes that the fact. sadness . i hate that word. but enjoy the life. 

esok laa date line nak bertolak. lusa dah nak kena daftar.haha. nanti siapakah yang nak jaga rumah?
siapa nak main dengan saya? adik saya yang dua orang tu? tak nak laa. tak best sebab diaorang 
masih lagi kecik. tak best tak best. ouh one more dia dapat phone baru. so saya pun jadi determine nak success. prinsip sejak semalam "PENUHI IMPIAN ABAH IBU BARU BOLEH PENUHI IMPIAN DIRI SENDIRI" haha agak wow bunyinya kan? haha . i just want to ish SELAMAT MENJALANI HIDUP BARU ALIAA HANIM.

second is I have to move from Kelantan. haha sad sad sad. test from Allah. 
ibu saya dah berjaya transfer sekolah. ke Terengganu. haih saya macam mana? ditinggalkan. kesiannya saya.
nak balik pon rumah dah jauh berbatu batu . aigoo. nak tukar jugak. mana aci! 

k.bai

fresh and short

hai Assalamualaikum. it has been a long time. 
i miss this blog deadly.but i'm searching a time to spend.
weird to write the whole thing in English.
actually i have read the book entitled The Hunger Games.
I really love that novel. Suzzane Collins wrote it. i should thanks to her.

this is the book. nice ha? seriously the cover is smart too.  the story makes me wanna jump in higher imagination. nowdays people want something differ. yes like me. i like something that is unique. Imagination is everything. my teacher was right. she said that a daydream is a brilliant one. they could imagine what we can't. she's really wonderful teacher. so that day i always dream to be a daydreamer. i did it. i wrote a novel. malay one. but I don't finish it. i think I have to focus on study first.

You know what I think it's better for me to stop this nonsense story. my English never better like Mr.Henry said. but at least i tried. I wrote this because i am bored. and starving need food urgently. hahaha. OK bye . SYS